Felica Devers:
My opinion: Elisa came on this USA trip in an attempt to escape from what was bothering her back home in Canada, not realizing " wherever you go, there you are".
She had some mood swings, she met some people she thought were friends, she was playful and young in a hotel where young and playful signal PREY. She was either slipped something in a beverage or she couldn't fight back her own personal demons any longer and they became obvious to those around her and either way, this poor girl was PREY.
http://felicadevers.blogspot.ca/2013/02/what-happened-to-elisa-lam.html
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2013-03-01 16:16
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Elisa Lam: (?)
"I spent about two days in bed hating myself.
Why don't I simply do the things that I know will make me feel better?
It isn't rocket science. It isn't that difficult. Get out of bed. Eat. See people. Talk to people. Exercise. Write. Read. "
"Things are going fairly well in that I am leaving the house and got myself a part time job. My room is still a mess. I haven't actually done any school work and I berate myself for being such a lazy person."
"I feel I am wasting my time compared to my fellow peers. I had a relapse at the start of the term and had to drop 2 of the 3 courses I was taking. Now I am down to one course and I have missed 3 weeks of classes since my sleeping pattern is completely reversed."
"I haven't felt 'fine' in over 3 years. This relapse makes me feel as though I haven't made any progress at all."
"I'm very disappointed in myself for breaking down during the term forcing me to withdraw from courses. I've been at university for 3 years and I've only managed to complete three courses. That means I've been a first year for three years and this September it will be for the fourth year because I require 30 credits in order for second year status."
"I just wish...someone around me could understand what it really means to be depressed."
蓝可儿死因可疑 友：恐遭下药再遇害